Unsent text message to Erin

Don’t be angry or impatient The silence between us will end soon I don’t want it to continue either I never wanted it at all

Just stay grounded Like you always told me Breath In quick and out slowly Keep your hands at your hips and shake the violently while bending at your kneez.

Calm your mind and relax your body Trick…

I regret you when you know for a fact that a belief of mines is if i ever loved you then i will always love you. To what degree? I honestly love you to the furthest extent that is humanly possible and sometimes even beyond that when i am filled with the divine. You're right about one thing i am 100% scared. Except its…

You asked me that out of nowhere the other day. While we were hanging out like we do all the time. The weird thing is that I knew exactly what you meant because it didn’t need any context. That’s the question that constantly lives between us. Not because we don’t want this, but because we’re still both so afraid that…

but why did you? why are you checking up on me? is it really that necessary? after doing all that to me you really had the nerve to ask how i was doing?

After you text me, you usually stay on my mind for at least 24 hours. It’s been a while since we’ve seen each other, and knowing I’ll actually see you next month has me wondering… how long will you linger in my mind this time?

I just turned softly, right into your jawline. I see your body, soul, mind... In the way the earth moves. Something about standing outside of time... You're every reason, and every rhyme, and every bit worth this so-called time.