Unsent text message to Matthew

I hope one day you’ll realise how much I’ve loved you despite going through the things I’ve to go through everyday.

I know you’re in a bad state now, we’ve not spoken for the longest time, I still remembered the last time you told me you loved me and you find it very difficult to let our relationship go.

We’ve both made…

I can’t keep you out of my thoughts. Everything that was us is a constant reminder. I hope that you will reach out to me again. I miss you, I miss us. M, if nothing else I hope you are happy.

K

Your car told loud bro lol!!!!!

Today I’ll let a small part of my mind fantasize about you. To imagine what it would be like if I just drove over to your house and we stayed under the covers and watched movies all day. I wouldn’t want to talk about anything, just hold each other, steal a kiss. You’d see though, my heartbreak in my eyes. I’m having a…

I look around and see all the things people say, and some of them are beautiful, some of them traumatic, but I stopped it. I can’t see myself in anything anyone else says. When all the people I thought were good and decent commit a 14 year felony, to justify their own behaviour, you have to sit back and think.

I put in…

You don’t have to hide behind a fake account to talk to me. You know I’ll never turn you away. I know it was you. I found out. What I don’t understand, is why. You’ve ignored all my messages. We saw each other two weeks ago. We had the most amazing night as usual. Then you distance the next day. You want me to know…