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Today I’ll let a small part of my mind fantasize about you. To imagine what it would be like if I just drove over to your house and we stayed under the covers and watched movies all day. I wouldn’t want to talk about anything, just hold each other, steal a kiss. You’d see though, my heartbreak in my eyes. I’m having a lot of trouble detaching. Every sign from the universe tells me to move on and so I will. I can’t stop compulsively looking for a clue you miss me. I told you to leave me alone I guess you probably should but ****. I wish you would’ve put up a bigger fight. I wish you made me see what I meant to you. But the flip side of that is I’m not sure you’re able to feel as deeply as I do. I’m not sure you’ve met yourself that deeply even. I deserve a love that is sure of me and doesn’t need someone on the back burner. A love that can be honest about the hard things and own their mistakes. I guess it couldn’t be you.
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