Unsent text message to Dylan

I look around and see all the things people say, and some of them are beautiful, some of them traumatic, but I stopped it. I can’t see myself in anything anyone else says. When all the people I thought were good and decent commit a 14 year felony, to justify their own behaviour, you have to sit back and think.

I put in…

You don’t have to hide behind a fake account to talk to me. You know I’ll never turn you away. I know it was you. I found out. What I don’t understand, is why. You’ve ignored all my messages. We saw each other two weeks ago. We had the most amazing night as usual. Then you distance the next day. You want me to know…

every night i look outside just to see the stars and i think of you as im looking at them “he shouldve been here to see this” because you told me you liked star gazing and i kept it in my mind since the day you told me

you did not forget me but you did forget what we had its like youre pretending as if nothing happened and it hurts because that was the first time ive ever loved someone whereas i was just another girl to you im still waiting for you to apologize but..

my phone has been dry back then you spammed me with texts and called me everyday i remember how you told me that you couldnt go a day without calling me; hearing my voice you’ve told me alot of beautiful lies and i chose to believe it knowing our bad ending from the very beginning because it brought comfort to my…

Just wanna thank God in advance for the run we about to go on.