Unsent text message to Tyler

I've spent so many nights in hotel rooms like that with you that the room itself has a connection to you. On the drive to meet someone, I caught myself imagining that it was you, the version I fell in love with. I would have been flying sky high, not just looking forward to a fun repeat experience.

Instead I walked…

I miss it so much, I miss looking forward to us hopping on hour long calls to talk about everything and nothing. I miss knowing about you, what’s going on. I miss telling you things first vise versa. I regret it, I regret that feelings got in between this friendship. I saw what happened Friday. You purposely lied to…

too smart

too pretty

and too creative

to not live up to my potential.

Karma is going bite you in the ***. I hope you know this, I know you’re a believer. Kinda sucks for you since you were so disgusting to me. I knew you were cheating on me, it sucked having that confirmation from you. Your replacement for me is a quarter of the person I am. I know you’ll always be searching for the…

Hey congrats on graduating, I know its been working on my self (so cringe to type that it burns). I would like to talk if u would be open to it. I took u seriously when u said I didn't take accountability, I did genuinely want u to see [REDACTED NAME OF DOG] I was extremely emotionally dysregulated. There was a lot of…

I’m aiming at my health again. Had an attack thrown my way which threw it off a bit. But if you know me then you know, not even my age shows any effects on me. So to kick this back into gear will be no problem. Especially if I think of all the times I was reminded by my loves that I have this magical bod of mine. Not…