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You left me, not the other way around. Just tell me what you want. Figure it out. If you want be be friends, let’s be friends. If you want to get back together, then STOP being scared, and tell me what you want. We can start over, just forgive each other. It won’t be the same, but is that such a bad thing? We needed boundaries before, we can set them now. Everything is on the table, no more secrets. Just tell me what you want, if you want me to leave, then I’ll leave. Friendship? You’re already my best friend. To try again? After a decade? I think if we apply ourselves, and leave the past behind us, it can work. But it’s in your court, I can’t chase you. I can’t beg. I already have. I know your alone, you keep sayin it. You tell me to move on, yet you’re the one who keeps coming back. I have no problem with being vulnerable, and risking the pain again if it means being with you. Just say what you mean for once in your life. Stop playing games and grow up. We’re in our mid 30’s K. There IS still time. Jesus Christ. I miss and love you. But I need you to make the choice. You’re the one who left. And if you regret it, then fine, let’s be together! What’s trying for one more year at this point. I’m not leaving, I’m just doing what I have to do, what you told me to do. Just tell me. For once in your life, just say what you mean. I can handle the answer, but you’re the one who has to figure it out.
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