Unsent text message to Laura

I have some really good memories of me cuddling with you on the couch, you kissing me before leaving for work, your little smiles, “wow”, your falling sleep sitting up.

How could we have let that go?

I am coming to the acceptance again that maybe you didn’t want it like I did or maybe you couldn’t stay. Maybe I was too…

Dear Thomas,

Today, I’ve finally decided to let go of you. I’ve finally decided to stop caring. It’s been four and a half years of wasted energy, pain and sadness, all of which were entirely of my own making. None of it was your fault. You never asked for any of this, and you were never responsible for what I chose to…

I know that you will probably find this, and so be it. You've genuine made me despise you even though I thought I never could, the more I think about it the more the thought of you makes me want to vomit. I cannot believe I let you walk all over me and I will never let myself be that low ever again, I admit that I was…

DBT helps me forget about you.

Instead of being weakened friends, we should be weekend friends.

One day ill forget your face.