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I don’t have words for whatever it is we had I wonder about all of the what ifs But at the end of the day, people are people & We are all weird.
We never put an official title on whatever we were. Undeclared best friend type of friendship? Two people in limerence with one another? A work connection that grew to be so much more?
We grew together through the years and then one day you just, stopped. Stopped caring to the degree that I did. Which felt like a gut punch.
But then you came back into my orbit, things were better than before, and then you just vanished again.
I thought of you as being a constant in my unspoken future life. I don’t even know what you are to me, but I know I didn’t want to consider any future without you. Is this the codependent type of life partner? I still feel myself being like, oh let’s just get their opinion before I decide. Or when I determine something is god tiered I think of you first to tell so you can reap all the good out of it too.
So to you, my person of some degree, my friend, my better non romantic platonic half, my hot and icy cold Pisces I have some questions:
Why so indecisive? Did I do something wrong? Can we talk?
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