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It's been years, yet around the same time each year, I remember everything that transpired in detail. Yes, I'm also to blame (I ignored my internal radar and soughted after curiosity.)
I'm ruined now because of you, and everyday I wish that you'd apologise. You decided to blow everything out of proportion, thinking your large circle would shield you, despite that I explicitly requested we keep things private. However, you took my shyness (my liability) and coined it into a dagger you ******* me with, when everything came crashing down.
Let me be selfish for once in my rigged life and wish that you'd search the four corners of the earth to apologise, reason being the incident haunts you years later.
I hate you. I hope you never find peace until you apologize. You ruined me and I can never forget that. I lost everything not because I sacrificed it– you snatched it from my frail arms.
Shortly after you hurt me you moved on with her, just because she was willing to give you herself without thought. All I needed was time, because I wanted something real; you just wanted a fling, short lived gratification. I was a fool to even think of giving you a chance.
I'm not stupid to wait around my entire life for an apology, but it would be healing to get one after all you put me through.
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