Unsent text message to Steven

I know how you think s, but yaa know I like myself and I think im pretty. So you can kiss my *** - j

I’ve thought about it. Texting you but what would I even say? I think about handing you a letter on the train. Recently while we ride the train I just look at you and try to speak but I can’t. I’m pretty sure you side eyed me last time. I don’t even know if you know who I am. We only talked online. The thing is I am…

I remember when I came home from that trip. The whole time I was gone, you told me everyday how much you missed me. Then when I came back, you were just smiling ear to ear and giving me the biggest bear hug ever. Followed the most intense intimacy ever.

I know you loved me. And I loved you the same. 2 months without…

It's been 19 days since my skin has touched yours , even worse, since my hear was syncing with yours .

I do miss you immensely. I love you more than all the trauma and the drama . It sucks to love someone ao much and literally they are the only person that can bring your mind at peace ans stop the storm with one simple…

usually people say 7 is their lucky number..atleast majority of the people i know did 7 months and it was the ********* 7 months and im still thinking about you 7 months and throughout these months ive loved you , hated you , missed you , wanted you so bad and literally experienced everything i had to 7 months and i…

Once again, he came back, stayed for a few days, made me believe things might be different, and then left me for her again. I’m honestly so fed up now. Why does he keep doing this to me? Why does it feel like I’m always the person he can come back to when he wants, but never the person he chooses? Why am I always so…