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I’ve thought about it. Texting you but what would I even say? I think about handing you a letter on the train. Recently while we ride the train I just look at you and try to speak but I can’t. I’m pretty sure you side eyed me last time. I don’t even know if you know who I am. We only talked online. The thing is I am glad we didn’t work out. We were two different people with so much trauma. I mean in a way you hurt me a lot. We hurt each other. I am not here for that though. My life has blessed me with a lot of beautiful things. I have a relationship that I never want to let go of. In my heart I still care for you, maybe not the same as I did once before. I just hope you’re okay. I know when we last texted you were pretty upset and sad. I just couldn’t stay because I knew you would be hopeful of a relationship when I just got into one. I’m here to be your friend if that is something you’re open to. Maybe not even a friend. Maybe someone you talk to a little while riding the train to work together. Or perhaps you will keep side eyeing me lol. Anyways just know I still care and hope life has blessed you as well. See you next week on the train
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