Unsent text message to Kyle

I remember when I came home from that trip. The whole time I was gone, you told me everyday how much you missed me. Then when I came back, you were just smiling ear to ear and giving me the biggest bear hug ever. Followed the most intense intimacy ever.

I know you loved me. And I loved you the same. 2 months without…

It's been 19 days since my skin has touched yours , even worse, since my hear was syncing with yours .

I do miss you immensely. I love you more than all the trauma and the drama . It sucks to love someone ao much and literally they are the only person that can bring your mind at peace ans stop the storm with one simple…

usually people say 7 is their lucky number..atleast majority of the people i know did 7 months and it was the ********* 7 months and im still thinking about you 7 months and throughout these months ive loved you , hated you , missed you , wanted you so bad and literally experienced everything i had to 7 months and i…

Once again, he came back, stayed for a few days, made me believe things might be different, and then left me for her again. I’m honestly so fed up now. Why does he keep doing this to me? Why does it feel like I’m always the person he can come back to when he wants, but never the person he chooses? Why am I always so…

I’m back by your hometown because lovey #1 has a soccer tournament and all of a sudden the song “birthday dress” just started playing in the car.

Haven’t heard this since we separated. I still hear your voice singing along to it.

Especially from our first date.

Welp.

What must a man do to get you to grace him with a moment of your flawless presence? please, tell me. Even if i only get to enjoy the angelic sound of your voice for 5 minutes. For this i would be ever so grateful.