Unsent text message to Carter

I was going to do a letter but you dont deserve that kind of effort. I had a draft saved up somewhere but I might as well be a smidge classy with it.

You're nothing but filth.

He used you as a stepping stone. A hole for a night.

He never loved you. (Which he's told me himself)…

I like you too much. You text me and you double text **** even have triple texted me…that’s how I can guess. Because you don’t care about how I see you. You don’t worry about seeming cool. You said you weren’t ready for serious and I know you have another’s attention…I think you only see me as a friend. I wonder if…

I saw all of you last night leaving Larry’s , kinda dressed like *******.

I don’t know why it’s a game to follow me around. Next time yall are gonna find me !

I literally feel physically sick to my stomach everyday. I haven’t been eating. I have been crying everyday. I can’t focus on a god damn thing. I feel so sick that someone you claim to love so much you hurt so much. You attack so much. You don’t even care. Nothing I say or do will ever make you comprehend anything…

All i wanna say is thank you, ur the best thing and worst thing happened to me

You knew he wasn’t allowed to. You had every opportunity to not engage in his downfall, but you did. You have multiple shallow relationships and have been disappointed your whole life. You poached someone previously trusted and deeply loved. Shame on you. You’re complicit. You didn’t get what you were looking for…