Unsent text message to Mason

Your beauty is beyond compare With flaming locks of auburn hair With ivory skin and eyes of ocean blue

He loved you.

My mother just abuses me.

My brother asks me if were talking again yet

I do not know what to tell him

How do i look at him and say ive tried

Ive begged you and bothered you…

I ******* hate myself for ever loving you. I wish I could go back to the night we met and go the opposite way. It’s been a year and I still carry the grief and pain. It’s like a war flashback that infiltrates my brain anytime I feel remotely happy. The pain you caused lingers and prevents me from feeling genuinely…

the weather is perfect tonight. i miss our walks, our conversations... and a lot more. i hope youre enjoying this lovey chill in the air as much as i am

"We'll meet again, don't know where, don't know when, but I know we'll meet again some sunny day."- IYKYK

I wish we were together I wish you were in my bed, even if you were just asleep. My friends are in town visiting and I had so much fun tonight but I feel lost and untethered and I wish things were different. I wish so many things. I’m just imagining you next to me now, telling me everything would be ok. That I’m a…