Unsent text message to Brittany

I ******* hate myself for ever loving you. I wish I could go back to the night we met and go the opposite way. It’s been a year and I still carry the grief and pain. It’s like a war flashback that infiltrates my brain anytime I feel remotely happy. The pain you caused lingers and prevents me from feeling genuinely…

the weather is perfect tonight. i miss our walks, our conversations... and a lot more. i hope youre enjoying this lovey chill in the air as much as i am

"We'll meet again, don't know where, don't know when, but I know we'll meet again some sunny day."- IYKYK

I wish we were together I wish you were in my bed, even if you were just asleep. My friends are in town visiting and I had so much fun tonight but I feel lost and untethered and I wish things were different. I wish so many things. I’m just imagining you next to me now, telling me everything would be ok. That I’m a…

You sure did pull it off 👏

I really want to text you, but I can’t anymore. I hope your day was great, and I hope tomorrow is even better. I miss hearing about your work. I still worry about you all the time.