Unsent text message to Adam

I have seen enough boxes to know that those were bad. The edge crush test was obviously a fail. Don't you know how to read a micrometer? Apparently not. It's the one test that i trust 100%. No other test can tell us the edge strength like the ect.and your bonding percentage? Way tf off. Less than 90% fiber trandfer…

forgive you. im glad. so you can’t be to mad. now we’re even and now it’s over. I feel much better about the whole situation. not that I’ll ever forgive you or you me but at least it broke even. now we both don’t want each other. I can go my way and you yours. 8 years is a long time glad I got to experience you but…

I'm in shock and deregulated. I don't like time outs. I don't like being mistreated after all I have done this past year. I did it because I love you and I wanted to give you the chance of a better life. We knew the odds and took the plunge.

What happened to the counseling you were going to set up for us about 3 months…

Obviously our time is over, and I still don't know why exactly Im still thinking about you. I've never really had problems getting over people until I met you. There was something different with you and I don't know why I let myself jump head first into the lions den.

I still miss you every now and then. I still think…

C.W, I come here too often, hoping to see something that is meant for me, from you.....but...the reality is, I know there will never be, and this kind of thing is never for me. I'm never that fortunate. I still like reading the posts though.... imagining that you somehow feel that way about me and would care about me…

Didn't it feel like this time was different? You always knew i lived a day in the future. Was that surprising to find that hole down there? I knew you had it. I wasn't sure if you knew how to work it. If i could only be on the same day as you. We could worl rhis out. But I'm always one day in the future. I may never…