Unsent text message to Zoe

I could bennifit your life. I could be a good co parent. I could support all your plans and help with stuff. I dont even want anything in return. Just a relationship with my children and the opportunity to be a dad again. We're my failings truly so great that you hold on to this hatred of me? You're obviously doing…

I miss you desperately.

There are so many things I wish I could share with you right now, and you would bring up so many things I had already told you or experienced, and I would feel so seen and protected inside our love.

The way you used to lean in close to the camera with a disappointed look on your face when my…

I had someone tell me I fell off, ooh I needed that.

I might be too strung out on compliments

********* on confidence

Started not to give a f— and stopped fearing the consequence

Last time I saw you, we ain't speak, that was strange.

Guess it's nothin' I can do, man, it's true, exes change..

Ay, guess we changed for the better

I don't know if you ever actually wanted me or if you just liked that I was there. I constantly question if you saw me as someone you loved or just a pet. You consistently criticized my every insecurity rarely apologized and blamed my mental health when I came to you to try and work on things. You would sneak behind…