Unsent text message to Noah

Let me lick you up and down till you say, "stop". Let me play with you're body baby make you real hot. Let me do to all the things you want me to do. Coz tonight baby, I wanna get freakin with you

i'm ready

face to face

no defenses

no excuses…

Molly Molly, full of ****, thought I’d never notice it. Changed his story, changed his tune, forgot I wasn’t born at noon. Molly talked a real big game, then hid behind a different name. Thought confusion made him slick. Nope. It just made him look like a ****. Molly Molly, clever man, always had another plan. Trouble…

You put so much pressure on me that I had no other choice but to explode. You knew and never wanted to tell me. Imagine WHAT kind of a disgusting human being you have to be to put do much pressure on someone for YEARS that you have no other choice but to break. That I would ruin myself just so that you would be…

"I don't know, I don't care". I say that again and again, in a ******* loop I can't get out of. My mouth might start bleeding at how constantly I say it. I'm already biting my tongue out of habit, what's a few more gonna do? You aren't here to tell me to stop anyways.

Waste of energy, waste of time. You don't cross my…

How are you?

Is it normal that I still miss her, after 4 long years?

I still think about the memories I had with her, I still imagine that she will come back to me, because ang huling message na natanggap ko sa kanya , she promise that if eventually ok na lahat ,she will come back to me

Oh that smile of yours J, i cant…