Unsent text message to Adam

You put so much pressure on me that I had no other choice but to explode. You knew and never wanted to tell me. Imagine WHAT kind of a disgusting human being you have to be to put do much pressure on someone for YEARS that you have no other choice but to break. That I would ruin myself just so that you would be…

"I don't know, I don't care". I say that again and again, in a ******* loop I can't get out of. My mouth might start bleeding at how constantly I say it. I'm already biting my tongue out of habit, what's a few more gonna do? You aren't here to tell me to stop anyways.

Waste of energy, waste of time. You don't cross my…

How are you?

Is it normal that I still miss her, after 4 long years?

I still think about the memories I had with her, I still imagine that she will come back to me, because ang huling message na natanggap ko sa kanya , she promise that if eventually ok na lahat ,she will come back to me

Oh that smile of yours J, i cant…

I love the smell of puppy breath, it’s a shame dogs lose that smell ..maybe someone should invent puppy breath dog food ..

I love the smell of creosote, and cut grass in the summer ..

Alittle embarrassing to say but I like the smell of cow pat 🙈

I like the smell of petrol and looking at the all the colours swirl around…

You'll never see this. Doubt you use this app. I'm just a loser, I guess. Probably for the best. Its nice to vent a bit.

You make me feel delusional. I feel like I pick up on some kind of "woops no I wasnt looking at you, but I sure was and I'll do it again" game we play. I just dont understand it. It's been a while…

I know I’ve ignored you the past two days, but you’re not giving me what I need. It’s only been a month but we’ve talked everyday morning and night, you’ve opened up, so have I but your willing to meet up isn’t going to happen. Even if you say it will. It’s just annoying. I went on a date Tuesday night and all I did…