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"I don't know, I don't care". I say that again and again, in a ******* loop I can't get out of. My mouth might start bleeding at how constantly I say it. I'm already biting my tongue out of habit, what's a few more gonna do? You aren't here to tell me to stop anyways.
Waste of energy, waste of time. You don't cross my mind anymore though, you only cross me by the halls, as we make way to both our classes. So easy now to ignore each other, it's laughable.
Don't you just find me so amusing? To see me losing my **** and life? I wondered how'd you react if I told you the stuff going on in my head. Scold me, I'm guessing. But you don't care now, so why would you anymore? Why would anyone?
I don't care about you too. I'm already over you. Even if I'm still contemplating messaging you or not. Only out of boredom. And because you were the last one to really know me. The ******, and ******** I am. And I missed having someone like that. Not that I want someone to realize who I really am and leave me like always though. I don't wanna expect much.
I, I just wanna give up. Calendar says another 4 days, everyone forgot. They don't say **** and I'm tired of expecting anything anyways. What's the point, right?
I don't know, I don't care.
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