Lisa
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I feel sick. I am lost. I haven’t reached out because I know.. I know my happiness can’t be dependent on you.. I am trying so hard to be strong, move on. I am trying so hard not to think about you. About the hospital. About every time I closed my eyes and I saw yours. They say your brain tries to find calming things when you’re dying… it replays important moments from your life.. all I saw were your eyes. those moments don’t stop playing through my head. I remember a black void and your eyes. Your eyes don’t leave my head. I know.. so I haven’t. I want you to know.. I’m sorry.
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