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Every post I see about crushes, or unrequited love, im secretly scanning every line to see if ur confessing ur feelings on here like I am for u.
I search and scan every line for some kind of sign. Sometimes I get so delusional, I actually think it's u, until I find 1 detail that doesn't fit. And im a little disappointed. Even though ik ur probably not even on here.
I just wish u saw me as more than a friend. Others tell me that u think very highly of me and u would be extremely disappointed if I wasn't in ur life. And that brings me a little comfort. But mostly pain.
That means that I can't distance myself from u, without hurting u. And now im stuck in this weird phase of "my friendship comes first" and "God I wish I could just tell u how I feel".
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