Unsent text message to Kaitlyn

I miss you so much. you said you’d be the one to reach out if you wanted contact. I love you so much, I got into a car accident yesterday and all I want is to call you☹️

till I see you in the next life my love🫶🏼

it's a season where dying things are allowed be beautiful..

But I can’t prove it. I know things ended weird between us, we became strangers, but I had to respect the boundary you placed, even if it hurt like hell. I know you saw me the other day. Believe me, you don’t know the circumstances that occurred for us to both be in that store at the same time and pass each other a…

To go back would be to make things right To know what to say and what not to say Not to drink and obsess so much on whether you’d pick up a new girl I feel replaceable, I always did But in the end it was my undoing I push away as far as I can so no one will come back I always picked at the things that I lacked and…

You have your dog now, and plenty of other people to use You don’t need me anymore. So please, shut up and stay gone. I don’t care how you feel anymore or what you want.

How do you have the time and energy to keep up with this like it’s unbelievable which leads me to believe it isn’t believable. **** I’m just the by-stander here watching the accident happen and YOU are the disaster.