Unsent text message to Nathan

hey. i’ve been conflicted to say something because the last thing i want to do is make things worse. i also don’t want you to feel and pressure to respond. but, i wish you would’ve told me you just didn’t want to be friends instead of ghosting me. i know we didn’t talk for long, but i thought we meant something to…

I'm so sick of your constant lies. How do you expect me to ever trust you again?

Oh, out with it already you big ole chicken. The leakage you evidence is truly regrettable. You've lost the element of surprise.

Which is probably completely predictable at this point. Nothing you do surprises me. Because you're unchanging: a complete ******* ******* who does whatever makes him feel good at that moment…

I would break the promise I made to talk to you but I think you might have heard me when I said it. I mean not that it really matters because a promise is a promise. so now if I break it then ill look like a liar and not even be able to explain myself to you about everything or maybe you didn't hear me at all and im…

I see you less often now . And I hope that means that you’re doing okay. I miss talking to you . And I can see you have moved on with life and I’m of no consequence to you . But I pray for you everyday. So when the porch light goes on tonight and you go to bed . I just hope you know your cared about even from a…

You were a distraction. A means to cope. This sounds harsh, but the truth is harsh more than it isn’t. Look, I’m really sorry but please stop acting like it was more. Like I wanted more like I care more. Unfortunately, a crush is just that. Nothing more, nothing less. Stop using me to boost your fragile ego.

You’re…