Unsent text message to Chloe

I think you have forgotten that you tried to **** me…and beat me with your fists and lied to me and cheated on me and never appreciated anything I did for you. You mocked me, insulted me, used me and manipulated/gaslit me to a point where I could no longer determine the difference between your lies and what was real…

I miss you, gaddamit!!? I just want you😭

Not this time. MF, you're going to have to push me off or throw me overboard.

I wish you truly understood what you've done. Not only did you break my heart in a way I've never experienced but you took away my entire future. And why? Because you couldn't face that you have issues that cause you to sabotage your relationships? Because you couldn't feel empathy or sympathy? Because you couldn't…

All I know is how to **** a good thing up, Run from the pain, sip, smoke tree up. Hate when I creep and the phone wake me up, Fake like I’m sleep, knowing damn well I’m up. Monkey on my back and I walk a hundred miles, Guilt make me feel fake every time that I smile. Love can confuse the mind of a child, ‘Cause love…

I am so happy when I’m with you.