Unsent text message to Carter

I wish you truly understood what you've done. Not only did you break my heart in a way I've never experienced but you took away my entire future. And why? Because you couldn't face that you have issues that cause you to sabotage your relationships? Because you couldn't feel empathy or sympathy? Because you couldn't…

All I know is how to **** a good thing up, Run from the pain, sip, smoke tree up. Hate when I creep and the phone wake me up, Fake like I’m sleep, knowing damn well I’m up. Monkey on my back and I walk a hundred miles, Guilt make me feel fake every time that I smile. Love can confuse the mind of a child, ‘Cause love…

I am so happy when I’m with you.

you don’t know it and probably won’t find out until much later. curtains are closing on me tomorrow night. wish i could say goodbye

Plenty of fishes in the sea.

But I eat pork.

Won't you come back?

I'm done being nice now. I'm done giving you the benefit of the doubt. The only reason I'm here is for entertainment purposes. To watch you spiral and crash. I once believed you were somewhat intelligent, that you were calculated and cryptic....now I see the truth behind the facade. It's so obvious that I never…