Unsent text message to Alexis

Hope your day is a good one :)

i sincerely wish i knew how related we were. maybe it would make all this easier. still very much looking forward to seeing you tomorrow. <3

With love.

Something completely stupid happened and my first thought was “I need to tell you this.”

Then I remembered I don't really get to do that anymore.

Which is such a weird thing to get used to.

I can go through an entire day without thinking about you and then some tiny thing will happen and suddenly you're right there again…

stop going out of your way to try to hurt me. you cannot **** me in any way that matters, and karmas get her eye on you bby

It means a great deal to me that you asked about my son. He'll be alright. Better when he's back to routine.

I wish I could truly tell you how deeply I really appreciate you... But, you know. I don't want you feeling weird with me.

You'll be alright too. We both know that. And I'm always here for you. In whatever…

Good riddance. You were a ******* slob. I mistook cleaning up after you for love when really you were just a grown man who lived like someone’s unsupervised teenage son. Losing you hurt for a while. Losing your mess was immediate relief. My only regret is that I didn’t throw you out with the rest of the garbage sooner.