Unsent text message to Courtney

I know you probably hate me and or I’m blocked but you asked me if I would still feel this way in two or three weeks after you left. The answer is yes I still love you just as much as when I said it that day on the dock. If you’d ever allow me the chance to make things right with us I’d do so in a heartbeat.

Woke up and once again jumped straight into this thread. Trying to process, trying to ruminate in some fictitious world.

The truth is, we didn’t work out. The truth is I had this constant feeling that you didn’t prioritize me correctly. The truth is that I communicated this to you and you still weren’t able to change…

But thats ok I'm goin on vacay

i’m sorry it didn’t work out. i’m not sure if i did something. i guess it’s for the best, as the truth is i’m still not ready. and we both need to move on.

Hi,

I hope you have a great day. Just remember I love you today and every day. I know I can get upset about what happened, but I always want the best for you. Sending blessings that you are continuingly getting stronger and better each day of your life. Love and miss you.

\- the one you used to know..

I keep remembering slices of our life from before things got bad. Even back then I saw the cracks, I just thought that either we could overcome them or I could continue to pretend they were fine. I resent you. I’m sure you resent me. But I keep thinking about the time when we were everything to each other.

Do you rememb…