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Woke up and once again jumped straight into this thread. Trying to process, trying to ruminate in some fictitious world.
The truth is, we didn’t work out. The truth is I had this constant feeling that you didn’t prioritize me correctly. The truth is that I communicated this to you and you still weren’t able to change (regardless of how much you tried, I’m not denying that you tried).
I need to remember the above. The truth. Not think about this story that I made up in my head that you actually do care and would look everywhere to find me.
If you find these, Margaret, please text me. Maybe it’s a sign it wasn’t all a fantasy I created in my head. I’m pretty certain you won’t though. Even when I was right in front of you, you would instinctively put yourself first. Prove me wrong, I’ve been waiting for you to flip the script and just. Prove. Me. Wrong. Please
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