Hunter
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I miss you !
Not just the things we do.
****, I miss that, too.
But I really mean it.
I miss your voice.
I miss hearing about your days.
I miss feeling like I had a friend.
But then I get scared.
I don't want to be annoying.
I don't want to be a burden.
I don't want to dysregulate you.
And I did what I do.
I ruined it by being scared of ruining it.
It's not the same now, it won't ever be, and that's on me.
I need help figuring out what's wrong in my head that makes me like this.
I want to be better than this.
I'll get there someday, but by then it'll be too late.
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