Unsent text message to Maya

You weren't even in the room for it. It was a VN, played by a friend you were in conversation with.

They don't know anything about us. You made sure. I made sure.

But that single moment derailed my mind completely, and all I felt was anger. Anger that you could on about your day, talk of mundane things, live life as if…

Hey. I know i should have maybe stayed or came back. I didn't mean to react that way.Its just all been built up all this time. I just couldn't get over what u did. And i know i never will. And too much has happened since then that just doesn't add up. Who did you look at when you introduced me as your "boyfr....um…

I hope one day you’re standing in a place you always wanted to reach and it feels empty without me. I hope the silence hits you in the middle of something beautiful and you realize I was the one who made it feel like home. You didn’t just lose someone who loved you. You lost the person who would’ve chosen you over and…

I hope it's worth it. I truly do I'm angry as **** with you but at the end of the day you made your choice and I really hope it's the right one. I worry that you're just using him to make the divorce easier to have a reason that it has to happen. I hope you love each other truly I do. Because I know you won't handle…

You make me feel bad, but not because of you. You make me feel bad because I realize that no matter how hard you try, no matter what you say to the person you love, if they’re not interested in you, NOTHING will happen xdxd:v

You can be the most thoughtful, sweetest, most sentimental person in the world, but you just…

I'm trying to accept that you will one day find somebody else. The person you find worth staying for. That you decided I'm not the one for you. As much as I want to wallow in the warmth that was us and hold onto it as much as I can even with no hope... I can now think about you with someone else. You're nerdy, artsy…