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I'm trying to accept that you will one day find somebody else. The person you find worth staying for. That you decided I'm not the one for you. As much as I want to wallow in the warmth that was us and hold onto it as much as I can even with no hope... I can now think about you with someone else. You're nerdy, artsy, awkward, anxious. She'll have softer features than me, she'll want to go on that hike with you and she'll already actually have a pair of walking shoes to do so. She won't go out as much as I do. She doesn't like loud environments. She loves animals too though... she will also have a big head of hair like I do. She's just as awkward as you, but in a sweet way. That makes you go aw. She doesn't stand tall like do, but she'll be all you can see.
When this day comes, I hope I don't think of him anymore. I hope that there's someone who thinks I'm worth staying for. But for now, I'll continue to let myself miss him. I'm comfortable here.
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