Unsent text message to Brandon

the 4 having me over

Fall dropped suddenly. It’s so cold. Part of me wishes you were here to keep me warm. And part of me knows that will lead back into the rabbit hole. Why are you so hard to forget? How did you affect me so much? You were like a wild trip that changed my life. And I’m always tempted to indulge again, despite knowing how…

I hope this gets to you! I miss you… and I am sorry I was too damaged to make things work.

I hate you for making me think this could ever be something. I hate you for strategically withholding the truth just long enough to make me fall for you. I hate that you knew how damaged I was and decided to play your games anyway. I hate that you ran away at the first hint of conflict and that your pride kept you…

To cover the distance Between you and me All it ever took Was the Power of Threes

Three seconds to feel your presence, the distance to cross that room

Three minutes of sneaking looks at you, to memorize your face so soon

Three hours of conversations to love and respect your mind…

k seriously im over you so get over yourself. there's nothing for you here never again life is funner lighter funnier sweeter without you. you turned out to be straight dog **** -A