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I never needed you to save me. You are a God and I am but a mere sinful priest. When you ignore me, I feel as if I have been convicted to hell. When you speak to me I feel as if I am in the heavens on roads of gold. My God, do you understand how I worship you? How i'd do anything you asked? How id let you destroy me from the inside out if only to bring a smile upon those lips. I haven't seen you smile much. It's been a goal of mine this past year. My God, understand it isn't the feelings you provide me alone. It's you. Everything about you drives me crazy. I can't get enough. I feel the desperate need to breathe the air that you breathe like a smoker hoping to get a nicotine buzz from second hand smoke. My God, you have dominion over all of me and my mind. Let me be your puppet, not ******** unless that's your request, but because I love you so much I trust your own thoughts more than mine.
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