Unsent text message to Vanessa

I miss u, time or distance doesn't matter to me. Ive tried to stay away because us loving each other has tore us apart. I never wanted this. How you think the way you do about me it hurts me to my soul. We've know each other since childhood. We grew up together, u were there when I lost my virginity. U mean so much to…

So, you're probably not going to read this..

But I wanted to say how good of a friend you are. And I wish I could've helped with your pain and made you feel at least a little bit better.

You, you're a highlight of my day. When I get home, feeling ******, you make me feel less ******** than I originally did. I like…

How pathetic you need to take something that doesn’t belong to you ! You have disrespect my kid and me are life has been hell . Sitting outside my house or sending me pictures of yourself with statement you’re not talking and helping him hide the truth . Thinking your the only one and he’ll never do this to you one…

You’re done. Cut me loose. If you are truly ******* done… then just cut me loose stop the game. You’ve ******* won. What more do you want. Want me to tell that it wasn’t till the other day that I finally figured out what was buried in that. Want me to tell you I realized then that the first thing you told me was the…

All you gotta do is- reach out or don’t idk which is better for us i can’t help but feel like it’s mismatched timing. You matched my freak and more, you did better than i expected like insane 😭 anyway miss you babe.

Have you actually heard rumours about me. If so I really am curious because I work then I go home smoke try to sleep fail till like 1 - 3am. Then I wake up and repeat. So id love to hear what I did. It’s crazy