Unsent text message to Andrew

I think somewhere along the way we both got scared. We stopped saying some of the things we should have said, we hurt each other, and instead of feeling like we were on the same side, we slowly lost each other.

I don’t want to pretend none of that happened. I just wish we could meet each other again now, knowing what…

I miss u, time or distance doesn't matter to me. Ive tried to stay away because us loving each other has tore us apart. I never wanted this. How you think the way you do about me it hurts me to my soul. We've know each other since childhood. We grew up together, u were there when I lost my virginity. U mean so much to…

So, you're probably not going to read this..

But I wanted to say how good of a friend you are. And I wish I could've helped with your pain and made you feel at least a little bit better.

You, you're a highlight of my day. When I get home, feeling ******, you make me feel less ******** than I originally did. I like…

How pathetic you need to take something that doesn’t belong to you ! You have disrespect my kid and me are life has been hell . Sitting outside my house or sending me pictures of yourself with statement you’re not talking and helping him hide the truth . Thinking your the only one and he’ll never do this to you one…

You’re done. Cut me loose. If you are truly ******* done… then just cut me loose stop the game. You’ve ******* won. What more do you want. Want me to tell that it wasn’t till the other day that I finally figured out what was buried in that. Want me to tell you I realized then that the first thing you told me was the…

All you gotta do is- reach out or don’t idk which is better for us i can’t help but feel like it’s mismatched timing. You matched my freak and more, you did better than i expected like insane 😭 anyway miss you babe.