Unsent text message to Peyton

I wasn't stuck long enough for you to start calling me "buttercup." Time to breathe with an expiration date. Now to find a way to run while you're held back. I'll never know just what the **** your yellow goal was. You probably don't either, Guy.

I hope you are doing good.

I'm sorry for reaching out this way, out of the blue. I came across the reservation card from our date, I had written the name of the musician on it after I looked them up. I meant to tell you about it, I meant to thank you for many things, but in my haste to end things in a clean way, I…

When and how can I tear down these prison-like walls blocking our communications? One by one, I need to be bold and see who's missing me and my wiles.

I hate you from the bottom of my heart. Thankyou

That is all I had to say. You disgust me now. I am glad it is over for better.

we were so good together. But we also lacked a lot of depth. i have some self respect left. I won’t put myself back into a situation like that again. A situation with so much damn uncertainty. A situation in which i wasn’t even a priority for you.

I just wanted you to know that I'm still here. It's been over a month since we last talked and I know it's probably my fault. When you didn't answer my call, I should have sent you a text letting you know that I wanted to hear from you, that I wanted you to call me back and talk to me. But I got emotional and logic…