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I don’t understand why I can’t seem to get over you. After everything. I feel so much anger towards you and honestly I kind of ******* hate you… but also if you came to me and said your mind had changed and you wanted to pursue things with me… I’d say yes in a heartbeat.
I hate that you have that power over me. I hate that you make me feel so insane and so desperate. I’ve never been this obsessive over any man. My friends have even told me they’ve never ever seen me like this before.
My heart aches like it’s never ached before. The distance between us now ***** my soul. I miss your warmth, your friendship, your attention… I miss when you made me feel bubbly and excited. Now all I feel is rejection.
And I still have to see you every day. And act like we’re fine and it’s all fine and I don’t have this gaping hole in my heart that consumes my every waking thought.
This is pain like none I’ve ever had to endure in my life. I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy.
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