Unsent text message to Aiden

what you hide in your heart appears in your eyes, you never hurt me, my hope in you did. don’t ruin a beautiful soul to fit into society ever again, not everyone deserves pain from you. beautiful people aren’t always good but good people are always beautiful and next time you set out for a journey, do not seek advice…

you look at me.

I look at you.

with nothing to say?

isn’t it strange…

I gave you my heart.

my soul.

my body.

i let you build a home inside of me…

I was quite literally running out of answers until I met you. Then somehow, you became a universal truth to me.

I saw you. I understood you. Or at least, I wanted more than anything to. And the more I came to know you, the more I realized you were never the problem for me. I was.

You were never something I needed to…

You interlocking toes with your lucky person. Congrats. You know I could've made you happy, right? Let's search through the universes and find the one where you want my toes instead. You've never stopped being gorgeous, Moony.

I understand why you did it. I understand what was going through your head. I didn't deserve it but, it's okay. I'm done holding onto a grudge. I'm in a similar postion now.. I see why you became that way. I apologise for how **** we've both become.