Unsent text message to Isabella

I was quite literally running out of answers until I met you. Then somehow, you became a universal truth to me.

I saw you. I understood you. Or at least, I wanted more than anything to. And the more I came to know you, the more I realized you were never the problem for me. I was.

You were never something I needed to…

You interlocking toes with your lucky person. Congrats. You know I could've made you happy, right? Let's search through the universes and find the one where you want my toes instead. You've never stopped being gorgeous, Moony.

I understand why you did it. I understand what was going through your head. I didn't deserve it but, it's okay. I'm done holding onto a grudge. I'm in a similar postion now.. I see why you became that way. I apologise for how **** we've both become.

They say 'things are not always as they seem'... Sometimes I wonder..who or what were they really trying to run away from?...

Where are the horses that can tell the truth using their own mouth?..Can Horses act like human actors?..Roll..Camera..Sound..Action..Cut...

I won't do it, I refuse. I will not text you, I will not reach out.

... but god I miss you. I miss you so, so much. I can't even imagine your face for too long or I start crying. I wish you were here. I don't think I can sleep without you anymore. Parts of me wish you'd just show up. I love you. I hope I dream about…

we are gonna be okay

love you