Unsent text message to Nicholas

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Do you even miss me? I hate this so much.

Wish had someone sitting next to talk or something who know.

I hope you’re doing ok. I think about you + us every day. I’m embarrassed about the text message. I know that ruined a lot and I am very sorry. I hope you’ll forgive me and I would like to explain it in person. Is that something you’re open to? Could we start over?

when you hug me, i can feel how much you love me

Hey

You don't have to respond to this, there isn't any pressure to do so, I swear... I had said a thousand times that I wouldn't reach out again, but I guess I'm **** at keeping promises, even to myself.

Are you okay? I want to ask because honestly... I'm not okay right now. Like really not okay, and if I explain it…