Unsent text message to Jackson

I hope you’re doing ok. I think about you + us every day. I’m embarrassed about the text message. I know that ruined a lot and I am very sorry. I hope you’ll forgive me and I would like to explain it in person. Is that something you’re open to? Could we start over?

when you hug me, i can feel how much you love me

Hey

You don't have to respond to this, there isn't any pressure to do so, I swear... I had said a thousand times that I wouldn't reach out again, but I guess I'm **** at keeping promises, even to myself.

Are you okay? I want to ask because honestly... I'm not okay right now. Like really not okay, and if I explain it…

You want to walk that line kind of like Johnny and June did? You want me to be a good boy and stay out of trouble? Do you?

Well, just like Johnny needed to stay on the straight and narrow, perhaps you should make me an offer I cant refuse? You know what I want. Like a lot of men, Johnny needed June to keep him on the…

The Girl in Black

Everybody's dressed for the party,

smiles polished, pretty, bright,

then she walks through the doorway…

I am detaching from you, not because I do not care about you. I want you in every way, but I do not need you. I am whole with or without you. Truly am excited regardless because everytime I detach, something better comes into my reality. And if something better than you comes into my reality, that might be the best…