Unsent text message to Nathan

I just feel alone rn.

The person I really want to reach out has left me. I’ve finally removed them from my life in every way that matters but I’m still hung up on them tbh.

I know it takes time… I just feel so betrayed. I don’t know if I can trust anyone ever again.

It’s always superficial. It’s always what can they get…

❤️ one can dream 🌕

i just miss you. every single thing. so confused about everything. constant loop.. Intuition vs delusion. questions..explanations…silence..blocked.. losing my mind and barely finding it…

and you always on it

I hate that all this dating im doing i just keep thinking of you in the back of my mind, I hate that only at work & with you only I lose myself and start to act like im "cool" when in truth i just want to impress you, I hate that even at work I cant bring myself to talk to you more. Listen N.T. I really like you, but…

Just walk in and brave its unlock just. The gust can guest he can sit in the rain if need too. not going to have the load noises by my door just yall can beat feet and kick rock so make a chose!!!!!

Wya come to me now please I need beautiful girl I will always have love for u

Despite everything you’re still in my thoughts. Which may be what you’ve been trying to achieve. I wouldn’t know since you would never tell me. I just want simple answers. I want to know what you want without doing the back and forth. I want to know if you ever loved me the way I loved you. At one point in time you…