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I hate that all this dating im doing i just keep thinking of you in the back of my mind, I hate that only at work & with you only I lose myself and start to act like im "cool" when in truth i just want to impress you, I hate that even at work I cant bring myself to talk to you more. Listen N.T. I really like you, but i know i cant have you for 1) youre straight and 2) you're married. It hurts me to think you happy with her but i try to move on but I just really wanted you to know all this, to hopefully get me closure. I try to move on from something impossible but sometimes i make myself believe just maybe? its torture. I love each time we do get to speak at work or walk together around the building I cherish every second.
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