Unsent text message to Aiden

Hi, its been way too long since I've had the pleasure of hearing your sigh or laugh. I cant place this feeling somewhere between grief and appreciation tied to homesickness for your embrace. What I wouldnt give to have you roll your eyes at my ridiculousness one more time... You've been in my heart far longer than I…

Not the plot twist I seen coming but honestly the plot twist I needed to let you go. I’m happy for the two of you, truly. Hopefully y’all can make it work this time around. Good luck to you sir.

The accounts.

They never stopped did they, what part of the years where even real for you, and then to spread lies, deny reality.

You’re not nearly as bright or smart as you think you are. You can be spotted a mile away, you never even bothered to be honest. Funny how you convince people so easily, so readily.

Slitherin…

How are you going to come back this time? Will you just show up in person? Or will you text first? Have you decided it hasn't been long enough and aren't going to pop up for 6 months? One year? Will you text an apology, or will it be a complaint about your new hotel room to completely by-pass acknowledging that you…

Why can’t you admit that? Why can’t you take some accountability and say:

‘You know what? I dropped the ball. I didn’t plan anything in advance and I’m SORRY. You deserved better from me. I didn’t mean to make you feel forgotten. I am sorry.’

That’s quite literally all I needed.

The hardest thing with accepting the position you’ve allowed yourself to be in, isn’t that you’ve moved on with the woman I knew you would. It’s that I won’t ever get the chance to truly apologize. And maybe it’s me who was always the problem but you could never imagine who I ever felt. What’s also sucks is you will…