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i told you. I told you from the beginning not to say things you don’t mean. But you said them anyway. And eventually i began to believe you. I believed you when you said i was the one you wanted all along. I believed jt when you said you wanted a life with me. That was so scary for me. No one ever loved me like you. Granted, no one ever hurt me like you either. I trusted you. It took me so long to believe what you said. So long to fathom that you loved me. Like really. Really loved me. Where did that get me? Don’t you see? We could have fixed things. We could have been different. If you had just. Talked. To me. Said anything other than ‘im fine’ or ‘we’ll figure it out’.
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