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I confess, regardless of how much I've relaxed, and allowed myself to accept... Trauma has a way of training, and I never know what to do with the excess. I'm afraid of being excess, adding too much to the bill. I make a mountain out of my own hill, hoping, but believing, that you could never learn to love me, still. All of the evidence to the contrary, but I'm painted in a still... Afraid of being excess, to whom, for which, I could ****.
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I hope you have a good day and that you're healing too 🤍
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I don't think you could hear me, if my voice sounded like yours. If I could speak inside of your head, if I could gift you a little poise. I still don't think there would be any resonance...Just chaos, noise pollution, echoing in the void.
You're dedicated to hiding in noise; yet when hard truths arrive to voice, you…
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I had a dream that you called me.
It was a brief conversation because I couldn’t hear you, but the first thing you said was, “I’m sorry.”
Earlier in the day, I had a dream involving your sisters and how much me leaving hurt you and them…
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I forgot, there is no acceptance from a perfect person. A narcissistic mind will never tell a full story even if there life relied it. Sad MF’s…
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Still complete BS, but ok
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I would’ve given you that validation you’re looking for if you stayed and worked through things with me I would’ve spent the rest of my life swooning over that face. If you just had worked with me. Maybe the chase is fun for you. Or they’re just all way prettier than me and it doesn’t matter how I see you. But I…
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