Unsent text message to Hailey

Your body is art. One of the most beautiful art pieces I’ve ever seen. It was never fake—my appreciation for your body. I’m thankful you allowed me to love your body, to worship your body, to take care of your body.

I can’t say I’m certain you’d say the same thing for me. And that’s the problem.

I can’t love you enough…

Dear mum,

I love you, I love that you wanted a better life for me. However, somewhere along the way you made me feel unworthy. You belittled me and made me scared to disobey you. The little girl in me became a soldier far too young. She obeyed you as she thought fear and love were the same. Only for her to grow up and…

10 days. October is coming.

I wonder if you, or anyone would remember.

Probably not, I don't mind.

Just wish me something good so I don't get worse…

These past days I keep dreaming about you, it makes me so restless. They feel so surreal. Almost like I can physically feel you pressed up against me. My coworker recently asked me when will our wedding be held. I can’t muster up the courage to say we’ve parted ways and can only choke out that we’ll have a date soon…

Sometime its earns to tell someone come but no other guest with

I imagine you are and are getting ready for work. or maybe you're still asleep.

it's quite early.

I'm really only awake because I had to pee but I came on here again wondering if maybe you've somehow seen my posts and messaged me.

whenever I see that a percentage of the views came from your country I wonder if maybe…