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The last two years without you Cody has made me realize that even though I’ve had a very rough/tough time the last two years with everything that has happened in my life, i don’t feel alone. I think things happen for a reason, and having all my things burn in the wildfire, while watching the life I had created out west go up in flames 🔥 was excruciatingly painful, I’m finally starting to see the silver lining. The silver lining, is that I needed to come back home, because being surrounded by family and the few friends I have has made me feel less alone then I felt out there. Even though I had lots of friends out there, part of me still felt very alone, especially when we were in the last year of our relationship. You and I were never meant to last forever, we were just supposed to be with each other long enough to grow and learn from our past mistakes, and grow as people. Our relationship has made me grow more than you’ll know! I know longer feel enraged with jealousy or so much insecurity it’s weighs me down. I’m being way more ambitious and determined than I’ve ever been in my life. For that I thank you. I thank you for helping me grow as a person, and though I’m sorry for all the hardship I gave you, I’ve stopped holding it against you. We were young and just figuring out life together. I have a way bigger support group here at home, and things have finally started to get better. Although I can never see myself moving back out west, as I am actually really enjoying being back home. Our chapter was just a necessary one that needed to happen. I won’t forget our past, but I’m moving on to a better future, and I hope you are as well. I finally realize why you did what you did, and although I still feel it wasn’t the best way to navigate the issue, I don’t blame you. This is me writing again to put it out into the universe that I am moving on, and letting go of the resentment. Letting go of all the negativity and anger. Transmuting it into ambition and positivity. ✨ ♥️ keep on keeping on. I wish you well in the future, and I hope you get everything you need and want! Take care C.D
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