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How was it so easy? How was it so easy for you to move on so quick? What was i to you huh? You hurt me so many times and yet I kept coming back, and each time I explained how you burned me while you kept complaining about the smell of ashes.
Was it not love? Then why did confess? Why did you ask about my feelings towards you? I told you so many times what hurt me and how your friends words made me feel, and you kept repeating it. You abandoned me, no... it was foolish of me to tell you that I will come to you when I get hurt by others, and after you have moved on you started getting close to my friends? That quick? The same affection you showed me? How could you? All while I was there watching? You know damn well I am an overthinker.. and yet? It made me feel like a pathetic friend thinking about my friends in that way...
You know how much it hurts when I see your name in my friends phone? The same stickers you used to send me?
I am all alone because of you. And I guess to cope I have made a propaganda in my mind that I hate women moving forward... I try to heal but every night it comes to my mind. Everything... almost everything reminds me of you.
Please tell me.... was i just some guy to you? Nothing else?
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